In MY Office,
Chennai,
Around 3PM.
Today, I was in a meeting room attending a so called "MEETING" with my seniors and colleagues. I was not at all present in the office today, the whole day, Mentally.
I was lost deep in my pensive thoughts.
My senior was telling something but nothing was going into my head.... I was sad, don't know why.... I was not able to concentrate anywhere or to anything nor was I talking to anyone. was quite the whole day.
"Why am i sad today?? what has happened to me?? why am I so frustrated today? ". I was not able to figure out answers for this.
"What was I and see what have you become today? "talking to myself like a soliloquist.
My school and college days were good in fact awesome... I had loads of fun, Masti and action in my life. No responsibilities and no worries... lots of happiness and yeah, of-course Academic pressure which, now I feel was fun...
lots of night-outs with flasks and flasks of Tea and Coffee gulping down... I remember,in my school days, my Mom used to stay awake the whole night during my exams and keeping an eye on me and waking me up whenever I was somnolent. I have to agree My mom did more of hardwork than me.
"Where have those days gone?? Why have days moved so fast? why don't I want to go to office everyday ? Why am I not liking this corporate world ??
I remember, In my school days, we used to go to school no matter what. We wanted to to attend classes not because of the subjects i guess, but merely because of friends , with the thought of having fun in class and yeah of-course to meet 'GIRLS'.
Even though the lectures were boring , we used to make it interesting with our Book-Crickets,Gossips,Chit-chatting etc..etc... And yeah, how can I forget about the long chatting session over the phone after school.
No... Not with the girls... With Sudhan and Ankit, about girls,making strategies,thinking of pranks etc..etc...
(PS: This doesn't mean there is something wrong with us... We are very much straight ...It's just we are the best of buddies hanging around.. :))
And in college, we used to bunk classes and assemble in someone or the other's room and do some random stuff. We used to be there only the whole day ... Together...having loads of fun...
But, now life has changed... People have become busy... All are in their own world...
People say , we have grown up... we have great responsibilities now... People have become Career orientive.
Even though, I have got all kinds of freedom , earning and spending my own money, I feel I am Devitalized.
Life has become Monotonous or you can say mechanical.
I wish ,I had a TIME_MACHINE... i could have gone back to the golden era of my life.
Now , i know why people say "school and college days are the golden period of anyone's life".
I was cribbing the whole day until I came home and had a glass of lassi and an Apple ,which took away all my worries,...
I was chilled and was feeling exhilarated now...
I was laughing at myself for that whole episode in that office...
I guess, sometimes we feel low for no reasons.. You keep on cribbing for everything.
As people say" AN IDLE MIND IS A DEVIL'S WORKSHOP". I guess that was the case....
Now, I am relieved... Very happy with my life with the way it is....
And yeah, trust me guys... I have become responsible even though li'l childish at Heart... I don't mind being like that...
Hoping for a Wonderful day tomorrow with loads of work and fun...
Sorry everyone, for bugging you all... Venting out my today's frustration...
I felt like penning it down, so, I did...
P.S- I appreciate you all for reading the whole episode patiently and wasting your precious time.....
Anyways i am signig off now....
Ciao-nara..
Shaba khair,
Good Night,
Will catch you all in my next post....
Thank you...
